Last Year To Do List - Reflections and actions
Background of the Last Year Experiment
It's been 10 days since I decided to live my life as if it is my last year. This came thanks to Tina who shared with me Stephen Levine’s book, and asked me to join her.
We were playing Ping-Pong in a park in Berlin, and sipping on fruity beers. "Lets start today" I said, knowing that there is never a good day to begin such a project. She began calculating if it is a good time to start. "Who will die first?" she wondered. "Should we have one die before so they can take care of the other?"
If I would start debating, I knew I would not do it. I have a big project in it's baby steps, the Doron Yoga & Zen Center in Guatemala. So June 14 was the day.
I love new projects so it sounded fun and I love organizing and cleaning, so it sounded liberating.
The Ongoing Practices and Clean Ups
This year will include lots of reflection, meditations and making peace. I do this regularly, so it does not seem like a big deal. I have one person on my list to contact and improve my closure with them. I regularly send gratitude to my loved ones. I may need to get over the regret of not doing it in my earlier years, but I have already fixed all that could be done in that regard years ago - sending thank you notes, forgiveness messages, virtually and written.
The good news is that from all this moving, I have constantly been giving things away. Just recently in Israel, I gave away most of my art, let go of love letters from the past 30 years, gave away any clothes I was not using and more. One of the most fun projects was to walk around Tel Aviv and leave my poetry book on benches, so people can have them for free.
This already feels liberating and lighter.
My Last Year To Do List - Reflections and Actions
- Living will and last will, creation, details and debates.
What actions am I going to take this year, if it is my last? (Reflections, meditations, what else?)
Which patterns in my life will I change? (Food, spending, love, teaching, exercise)
What I am afraid to regret on my deathbed
How do I deal with fear in general, and fear of death and dying in particular?
My life review - an honest and transparent review of life situations and their mental effects until this day.
Reflections on how I have shifted emotionally, thoughts or patterns if any. - Living will and last will, creation, details and debates.
- What actions am I going to take this year, if it is my last? (Reflections, meditations, what else?)
- Which patterns in my life will I change? (Food, spending, love, teaching, exercise)
- What I am afraid to regret on my deathbed
- How do I deal with fear in general, and fear of death and dying in particular?
- My life review - an honest and transparent review of life situations and their mental effects until this day.
- Reflections on how I have shifted emotionally, thoughts or patterns if any.
And you? If this were your last year to live, what does your to do list look like?
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